New haircut!

Hai guys

the final exam is just round the corner,omg.the scheduled was too packed. we have chemistry physics and maths exams in consecutive days although we have a day off after chem,physics and maths exams. it's still tiring for us. we want this high school to be fun but it became nightmare .wish us tons of luck!

To relaxing  my mind from the exam's subjects,I took some pictures although it looks a lil bit silly but I have fun bcos there's some pictures that were too silly. LOL
btw when I went to KL,i got hair cut and after 5 years my braces finally off .
how is my haircut? 

Wish me luck!

Je

The graduation ceremony

hai guys,I've been so busy lately because of the tons of assignments and my sister that used my laptop to download videos. I went to KL 2 weeks ago to attend my sister graduation ceremony.When I attend the ceremony,it's feels like time passing so fast and I'll be graduating from high school in this 2 years.today,on school we celebrated teacher's day but unfortunately my friends haven't upload the pictures that we took. So i can't upload it now :( however I'll upload my sister graduation ceremony pictures. Btw my sister just celebrated her 22th this 20 November ,wish her the best and great year ahead!

byee,

Je

Super Junior 6th year !

It’d already been 6 years since Super Junior debut in 2005. Although I’m not their fans from 2005. I begin to like them in 2007,so it mean it’d been ELF(their fandom) for 4 years.they are so charming and not faking or try to look after their images in front of public,they do what they wanted to do that's reason I really like them.
Everlasting friends aka ELFs,this is Super Junior fans name. It was chosen because Super Junior thought us as their friends and not fans. Hope that Super Junior will be remembered forever. SJ and ELFs Forever!

Leetuk- Heechul- Han Geng- Yesung- Kangin- Shindong -Sungmin-  Eunhyuk- Donghae- Siwon- Ryeowook-Kibum-Kyuhyun-Zhou Mi-Henry!

슈퍼주니어(SUPER JUNIOR)

Forever ELF;

Je

.

A CHA 

SUPER JUNIOR

Love,

Je

keep trying

hey,

It’s like my last post was several months ago. My sister has just graduated from university and now is staying in Medan ,so sometimes it’s a little bit uncomfortable to post something on blog while your sister is looking at you. That’s why my last post is like several months ago. My sister is out of town tonight and for the next few nights. She is going to Toba lake with her friends.

I just saw my last post and it kinds of sad ,few years ago its like nothing happened in my life and I just live my life happily .I don’t know why is this weird feeling that I try so hard to avoid come back, I try my best not to think about other people thought and just being positive but it seems too much for me. I see some posts on my twitter and there is like this blood type things that said “O people is hurt very easily but don’t want to tell anyone just in case they hurt other people feeling”. It seems like same with me .I just can’t tell anything wrong or when they hurt my feelings because there’s always feeling that they will be hurt with my words.

I’m like in the grey line  ,It’s like I’m not into white or black. I just can’t describe my feelings. It’s burden me so much that I keep thinking something outrageous like they forget me ,etc. I just have to find a way to make this feeling disappeared asap.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6TwzSGYycM

Love,

Je

Emptiness

Two days ago,It's raining heavily and I was crying.don't know who I was crying for and why, I just feels that when I crying  It's like tons of weight had been lifted.It's also bothering me to crying for no reason .

i used to be daddy's little girl that have no problems and always happy. but I have grown up and I can't always be daddy's little girl.crying for no reason makes me think am I having problems that I can’t handle ,I don’t know. I don’t even know what problems are surrounding me.

Sometimes I feel lonely ,it’s like nobody around me although I know there is

The emptiness that makes me feel want to disappeared not because of the problems but I want to.

I can’t always telling everyone what I am feeling right now. It’s so simple just to tell what’s going on and what do I feel. But I just can’t , it seems like I don’t know where to start or what’s going on now.

feels so empty,

Je

HELLO

Hey,
Sorry guys ,for abandoning this blog for almost 1 month .I just too busy handling all this stuff that my moms told me to do. And also I’m busy downloading all the Korean variety show .Anyway guys , I just upload new album on the Facebook . It’s all pictures that we took from may and June. It’s my first time tagging friends on album .It’s such a tiring job but I liked it.

Because I am so bored right now,I just write random things and take picture of random things too. haha

some random pictures: 

 The list that I made,is kinda weird i think. but it's all I can think of.
 
P.S:
Best luck for my brother and sister for their final exam.

can's wait too see my sister next month. miss you and love you always guys !

and, the last but not least Happy 1st monthsary Melisa , longlast :)  

                      Xoxo,

Je

I'M 16TH NOW

I'm officially 16th now.
I'm getting older and older. and I realized it when my mom told me that 4 years later I will be on my 20th birthday.
thank you so much for all the wished guys.
and I know that I can't walk through this hard time without you guys
you guys are awesome! the best!
I was so shocked when I open my door and there's so many things on my bedroom's wall.feels like crying when saw it.It was so neat and clean.can't believe it.and my eyes were teary when I read all the birthday's massage that stick on my wall.you guys are the best...amazed with all your hard works guys.

anw,I like the award that you guys gave to me.

                           the notes/massages that they write and stick it on the wall ,it was so pretty

           The award and card.the card is so cool.. i was shocked when the cars is playing 'Happy Birthday's' song when I opened it.

    This is compilation pictures of my fav korean singer and this was specially edited by my really good friend "Kimberly" just for me. lol

                                                    Melisa CF's

                                                            Tara

                                                             Jana

                                              Kimberly! we are the kpopers.lol Kpop daebakk!

                                                                   Pia

                                   the best sister in the world. one and only mine lol "Vania"

good night,
stay all night to updating this blog.

LOVE ,

JE

12th May 2011

loving this month

hello guys
I'm updating my blog ..
I am in a really good mood and i think I'm on my luckiest day now. few days ago,i participated on young pianist competition that was held by my music's school. and luckily,my name is in one of the participants that through to the final. can't believe it until now.
I have so much fun on school. and I'm working on my fav korean singer 'Lee Dong Hae' caricature.really like it although it's my first time making caricature.I have so much fun and I am looking forward when this caricature is finish.
I'm really having good time this Sunday,I was cooking spaghetti by myself. I'm so proud of it. it's my first time cooking something except instant noodles.lol


although it had been few weeks,but i will also uploaded cupcakes that were made by Melisa CF and Melisa Anggreani. :):)


pictures like usual;)

the spaghetti

the cupcakes

btw,congrats and longlast po :)LOL

I'm lucky girl,

Je

14th April :)

hello fellas
do you guys missing me on this blog?
i will not disappear ,i just enjoying my relaxing time
lol
just cut that above part out
don't know what I'm talking about

I'm on my school holiday ,like mid break i think.however this holiday is because the 3rd grade of High School are facing their national exam. Good Luck Senior!
suddenly remember matter that we are talking about in Gelato with my bests. oh my lord,you're the one that are selfish not me.
I miss my brother and sister so much especially when there are so many problems that i want to hear what they think about it.They are like my therapist that can make me feels much better.
will go to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow to watch Justin Bieber's world tour concert..I'm so excited and besides that I'm meeting with my sister and other friends that are going there too.


although it's too late to post about this,i just want to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELISA CF AND MY BRO (GARRY)!
WISH YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST AND HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD 




some pictures from Melisa CF's surprise
she doesn't thought that we are going to her house that night.she was so shocked.lol

p.s: I was the one that wearing grey t-shirt (in case if you guys don't know) lol

Love,

Je

being left out

I keep saying that's nothing bothering me right now.but I was wrong. i keep looking for the problems but i can't found it.it sounds stupid.my heart was pumping so fast lately and i still don't know why.
am I still daddy's little girl?I'm becoming more stupid lately.
All problems,happiness are coming toward me. but i just can't handle it right away.
it has been hectic day lately .
our friendship had been tested lately. I'm tired.I want to ,over on but I can't
how I wish still be a daddy's little girl,but I'm not.

everyone changed
I'm change ,i admit that i change
I miss the time that I can laugh easily and nothing's to worrying about
everyone is being selfish lately. no one think about others.
when will this problems going to an end? I'm tired.

pictures that caught my eyes on tumblr

Am I selfish?

Je

Hello April

hey fellas,
beginning a new month doesn't mean that all your problems will go away.sometimes we still stuck in problem that i think will not end smoothly.this problem had been so long we keep,we just don't want to make big problems and we know that will not end up.
don't want to talk about it anymore,it just made me sad and mad.

by the way,i love April more and more nowadays.i have sleep over at my cousin's house.really love that time. we talk about all things together.and i lo it when they are baking.can't wait the baking moment.
me and my girls are having fun to last saturday,we went to bakerzin and lekker. we take so many pictures (will upload it soon) although we hear to something that make us shock!bu it's okay.. we just have spend our really precious time with precious friends.

going to upload our pictures soon
gotta go now,will baking with my cousin's

anw,Happy Sunday guys

Hug,

Je

Spaghetti

hey fellas
really love today
i like the weather,school and all things that happened today
my friend's mom cook spaghetti for us
ohmyyyy.. it was extremely spicy but really delicious (2 thumbs up)
i was trying to cook the spaghetti at home too but it was so no no
hahhahhaha

some pictures of delicious spaghetti:

can't stop eating it
craving for it again and again
ahhhhhh


good night guys

love,

  Je

Chromatography

hey fellas
going school like usually,sometimes it's boring
but this day,we have chemical laboratory
usually it's boring to do an experiment,but today because of my group only consist of 2 person.i was so busy
running there and there.it's sucah a hectic day
hmm
we have chromatography for today lab. I have so much fun

there were some pictures that was taken  at the laboratory

                                                  


hahahhaha
I was amazed when the colours get up by themselves on the chemical laboratory's paper
lol


good night guys

love,

  Je

The Wednesday night

hai,
ust got home from my friend's birthday treat.
feels so tired and i have school for tomorrow
errr
feels like skipping tomorrow school
still have so many papers to do.
but i got really excited when know that this saturday I'm going to singapore
horayyy!!!!
btw
it's some photos from this night

                                                         the birthday boy 'Ivan' is in the middle

                                                  (L-R) Kimberly-Sylvia-Me-Melisa

                                                  all his classmates that attending his bithday treat :)

good night guys

                       love,     

   Je     

Firework

hey fellas
just finish uploading SS3 pictures on facebook
the rest of the pictures is still in my sister's camera
omgg
really falling in love with henry, can't even forget his dance the baby's song

                                                            Donghae oppa :)
                                           I'm a big fan of Super Junior especially this one guy lol

btw,i'm falling in love with this Katy Perry's song "Firework"

just feels like this song represent me the best

       this is the lyrics I'm talking about

       feels a little bit sad after reading this lyrics

       hope you guys enjoy it :)

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again


Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in


Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing


Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you


You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July


Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y


Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own


You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow


Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know


You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July


Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y


Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe"




Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through


Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y


Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe


Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

good night guys

love,

  Je

SS3 MALAYSIA

hey fellas,
i just got back from KL
i was there to watch Super Show 3 (SS3) in Malaysia
omg,
all super junior members look exactly the same like in the pictures.
really fall in love with donghae oppa and there is one sub group member that caught my eyes,his name is henry
he sang ,dance and playing piano to justin bieber's song "baby".
melting!
can't forget the sungmin oppa and eunhyuk oppa expression when they got to stage near my seat and saw all people in that row holding banner that says sungmin oppa saranghaeyo.
and when eunhyuk oppa saw my sister banner that was written eun hyuk in korean,he smiling shyly in front of us.
OMG!I still remember every little thing they said
as Heechul oppa said: don't worry!i don't sick
    Eunhyuk oppa said: apa kabar? and you all are gorgeus
when the end of the show,donghae oppa sang 'just the way you are' chorus
omggg

                                                         "the Super Show 3"

                                                        me and kimberly at our SS3 seats :)

                                                            I'm in front of the SS3 official goods
                                                            the merchandise is all from Korea :):)

i will upload some stuff i bought from SS3 later

 good night guys

 love,

 Je

                                                  

Valentine's night :)

Hey fellas,
Finally,I'm updating my blog on computer bcs my sister,broter and my mom is on holiday to singapore.
yeahh,I'm not going because there are tons of hws to be done
and so bad,my brother is going back to oz after 3 months of summer holiday in medan.

btw I spent my valentine really nice
I went to school in the morning like usual then I had piano lesson and went back home .
In the evening,I busy packing my things for tonight bcs my mom want we together spent valentine's  night in hotel together bcs my bro is going back to oz on this saturday :(
suddenly my friends text me and said they wanted to have dinner in aston,so i call my mom and ask for permission.. After that,I was totally busy.I haven't packing anything yet and i have to prepare for the dinner.
it's unbelievable.
it's some pictures that i took with my sister and brother on the valentine night :D

                               bcs it's bunny year,there are lots of bunny things all over the hotel:))

                                                                 me and my brother :)

                                                                 me and my sister :)

love,

  Je

holiday is over

hey fellas,
I haven't been updating my blog since this early january
Time flies too fast
I just can't believe that It's already the 2nd month of 2011
There were a lot going on ..
This morning ,I supposed to hang out with my best friends but I have tuition and a lot of ass to be done
Errr
It's ruined my morning

The school holiday is over
2morrow,I will be on my usual schedule again
Lots of ass,tuition and other things..
Can't upload any picture in blog because I'm updating my blog by blackberry

Will update other things 2morrow (maybe)
Gotta do my bio's homework

love,

  Je