sorry for the late xmas post ;)

hmm.. my blog ids dead. i forgot how to change the background..
btw merry xmas
i celebrated xmas party on my cousin's house.
it's some of the photos
so interesting on that day,all cousins from jakarta, singapore ,lombok went back to hometown
really miss that time :):)

can't upload others photos anymore,my internet is too slow

i think i will hang out later

let's seeee :):)

love,

  Je

1st DECEMBER ;)

Yeahhhh
My blog is back to normal
I'm so freak out when I know my blog's like that
Btw
I want to post this message on 1st december but I forgot.
Sorry :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TARA MEDANO
HAVE A GREAT FIFTEEN :)
Although we are not that close anymore;)
You're still the best friend that I ever had
I really enjoy our acting last saturday and finally you cry
Omg!can't forget your face at that time
Too funny to be true
Lol
Errr.. Btw have a blast and wish you all the best tara.
You're still the best :)

love,

  Je

what's going on?

What's going on my blog?
Why is it?
Omggg
Can anybody help it?
Errrrr
Bcos something is going on with my blog
Everyone can follow my tumblr for my diaryy
http://girlwithlotsofdreams.tumblr.com
..

gotta go now
Will try to fix my blog

-je-

maybe

hai fellas,
I just don't really like. it's not same with the word "hate"
it's like if i done something that you  don't like you will shout out loud and made everybody look at me
omg. i really hate to think again abt that moment
and if i done something wrong,you will tell everybody in the entire class
such a selfish..
why are you being so that rude?don't you have any attitude?
one day ,you will have no friend if you don't try to change your attitude
errrr
and you like to talk abt thing too to the point and you talked abt something in wrong place and wrong time.
you embarrassed them

i feel guilty when i wrote this but you know wht?
i can't say it to you directly and maybe by writing this now
you will know
hopefuly

good night :)


bye
je

FINALLY!

Finally my mid exam has over
can't imagine my score
just don't know what i learn at tuition,all just blow up when i saw the questions
hmmm.
i think that i'm going to attend the halloween party.
errrrr,hope that the score will be ready in nest week cause i can't imagine if it will be in this week
my mom will absolutely so upset and angry and i can't go to the haloween party

now,i'm trying to get a shout out box,but it is not easy at all
i just don't understand what are written in thereee
my vocabs are so terrible
i will give you all some my crazy pics with my fam on webcammm

hmm..this is one of the crazy picssss

my facee arghhhh

hmmm

i will post other photos later

love,

  Je

is it TRUE?

hey THERE!
hai :)

sometimes it needs thousands of reasons to make you belive in truth.
but only need 1 reason to make you belive in lies.
don't always judge book by the cover.
yeah it's true,
it's not the same when i first met her and now,
it seems like 2 different people.
maybe she reads this now and hate me.
but i don't think that i can hate her.
it's such a fool reason just to hate her bcos of this weird problems.
maybe you think that this is important.
but not all problemas are important
sometimes i feel sorry to you and feels sad abt you
abt your life and all
but you have too understand me too.
not all the time i will be listener and be there fr you..
bcos i need a time by myself to think abt my own life,not your life.

i know you think that i'm selfish . maybe it;s true
altough i'm selfish,i will still be here when you're sad and angry
but do you have thought abt me?just for 1 second
i'm here need somenody to listen to my problems
i need you
but where are you?
are you here?
will you hear me?

  i'm sorry if i made mistakes bcos i'm not perfect

when you read this,don't think this posting from your side but also help me to think this by my side.
you have to,so you can understand me :)
sorry
i'm sorry

 love,

 Je

12th may 2010

heyyy
first of all
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
on 12th mei ,I'm officially 15th
i got 2 surprise party
one from my tuition friends
and
one from my besties


so happy,
:):):)
I'm 15th and gg to senior high school
wow
SENIOR HIGH SCH MANNNN!!
i got surprise party from my besties in the morninggg
hoamm.. and i still sleep,so surpriseee.
i sleep and they came,give me a b-day cakee!
and i pray for my wishessss
and then they force out from my home using pyjamas
and they started throw eggs,flour,fanta,and other thingss
wowww!
amazed yeahh?

love,

  Je

xoxo
 je

in the thursday afternoon!

haii fellas
having a lot of funs this afternoon with my friendss
hahahahaha
love it!!
just got back from my holiday in KL

lots of new clothes,
and the flower skirts that i'm searching forrr
oh yeah!
life's good!!
mom keep pushing me to take another english course
goshhh mom!!
my english was improve because glee,gossip girls and the otherss
not because the english course I'm taking.


.
good night guys

love,

  Je

KPOP

heyyy
hai buddies
so many people were confused about my fav boy band
my fav boy band name was SHINee
yeahh they are boy band from korean
i like their style and they are so cool
awesome!
SHINee have 5 members : onew(leader, so cute) ,jonghyun (vocalist he can make MJ voice),taemin (dancer,so good at dancing and he just 17),key(almighty key,so charming), minho (this is my fav rapper)
they are totally good
i love them so much
this are some pictures of my fav boy band

taemin .. so cute ..

minho.. arghh so cool

jonghyun wohooo..

onew their leader

wohoooo..almighty keyyy

all shinee memberss
so cool and handsome and cutee
arghhh
=D
thy are so damn cool
its all abt my fav boy band
hope ypu guys enjoy reading to it

love,

  Je

Be strong !

hai fellas
:)
just finish studying physics
i always hate that subject
wish me luck on this monday physics exam
yeah..
finally i have one follower
thank you so much for following me.
Btw,
i just saw my friend's blog..
my tears drop slowly ..yeah she's right life is hard
now i realize that she is so lonely..
yeahh regret always comes late
it's midnight in indonesia
i shd go to sleep now
but idk my tears just rolling down my face
i cant hold it anymore
its just too hard for me

8 days to go
Need tons of luck ;)

good night
:D

jee

graduation

hai all
how do you do?
it's great day right??
wohoo..
this are some pictures my bro graduation ceremony
:D
hope you like and enjoy it

ALL
:D

my parents and my bro
:D

my bro :) congratss

ciaooo
jee

jealous or not?

Hai!
My friends think that I'm jealous of her ,but if you want the truth I'm not jealous of her
I just feel bored ..
Yaa.. Don't you feel bored if your freind keep telling you the same story everyday..
Not a story abt her family or her problemssss.
But a story abt her LOVE storyyy..
Don't you feel bored if she keep telling her love problemsss and doesn't want to listen
To your problemss
If you guys in my position,you'll know how that feel..
It feel annoying!
She want you listen to her problem but don't want to listen to my problemsss
OMG!
And then,when you were going to eat with your gang !
I feel that I'm not one of them because they like forgetting me
And focus with the othersss
What I ask or what I telling they don't even care abt me
Only care abt the otherss
OMG!
So annoying
Feel want to kick them and say : " I'm hereeeee.. Don't you know that?"
Goshhhh..

Byeee..
I will cnt later

Xoxo
Je

the worst time in my life

Hai!
I'm blogging with bb again!
I'm freezing like hell now in my car!

Fellas,do you ever thinks that you are tha one that ruin all your family mood?
If you ask me,I will say yes!
At first,I am abt to attend a SCGS exam.
I prepare everything but when the annoucement abt the ppl that success attend SCGS
I'm not the one in the list!
And when my mom know that she feels sad and disappointed
From that time.my moms mood became up and down
Sometimes she will nice,but sometimes she will feel really" angry!
And that's all because of ME!

Yesterday,I was crying in my bed I feel bad to my sis and my bro
They are the ppl that wasn't guilty but when my moms upset and started to yell,she will
Blame my bro and my sis!
I'm really" sorry!

My mom forced me "again" to attend the government scholarship
I'm not feel to do that!
But,when I see my mom eyes and she really" hope that I can get the scholar
I decided to take a part on this scholar exam!
Ohhh..
Pissed of mannn!!
I feel sad and bcs of I'm not success attend the exam..
My mom don't give me permission to watch the korean series
My mom don't know that I feel free and happy when I watch that seriesssss
Arghhh!
Its time to dinner now
I will cnt tell my story tmr!

Byee..
Love ya all
See yaaa
!

hair day

Hai fellas!
My blog is really DEAD ..no pictures or photos pr whateverr..
Only like a diary that full of words,sentence and paragraphsss.
Now.I am waiting for my turn in salloon..
Wohooo..
I am blogging with my bb again and it means no picutes to updatee..
Because my sister is using my laptop!altough ahe have her own laptop but she say
She want to download sth and want to use my laptoppp..
And now,my laptop was sabotised by her!!
Arghhh!
Okay now I have my creambath session and it's so boring to me..
Cause my mom was busy with her own hairrr..
Goshhh..
And my sis and my bro were going to brastagi yesterdayyy!!
Such a boring day like usual..
If my sis go back to KL I will upload photosss at my bloggg!!
And wish me luck again for my economy exam tmr!!
I have to go noww..

Bye..
Ciao!

Jewe

enjoy your life

Hey fellas
Again ,I'm blogging at sch!
I have extra lesson today and I skip it.*don't tell my mom,okay? Hehe.I was sitting in the canteen with my friendsss and like usual
We start gossiping othersss..such a habit for them.I feel exhausted cause tmr is the first day of my mid exam.
Waaa..really tired and my head gonna explode soon..
Recently,I like to listen to justin bieber's song "one time"
I like his voice and he is so handsomeeeee..
Hahahahahaha..

The war is going to begin..
I will have a math exam tmr ..wish me luck! :D
I still haven't understand all the subjectsss..
Because our exam is to review all in sec1-3 math..
I'm sick of itttttt..
And bored too..everyday do the same subject..
Feel want to flying nowww..

I miss my childhood..when I don't care it is exam tmr or nott..
I do everything I like..don't care abt the score or my rank in class
But I don't know why since I'm in secondary I keep study studyyy..
I lost my teenager life ..I miss it..
I want to replay a time when I was in elementary,I want to enjoy my life
Not a life like this..everyday is a busy day after sch we have to go to tuition.
Goshhh.. I want a new life that I don't have so survive this hars to get a rank.
Just a simple number 1,2,3 but why I pay attention too much in that number..
But life must go on!! Now,I understnd that I study this hard for my future,my parents and myself
When saw my parents' face when I get rank 3 they are so proud of me..I don't want to make them..
Sooo..I will study hard and enjoy my LIFE..
Enjoy your life because you only have one chance to LIFE
ENJOY IT! :D:D
See yaa..wish me luck for my tmr examm..
The war is really begin now..I have to study now

.
love,
Je

-crying-

Hai fellas!
I am at sch now!
I finish my sch at 3 but I have extra lesson until 4 but I was thinking to skip the class.
Hehehe..don't tell my mom..and then I will cnt piano lesson from 4 until 5 sth..
I feel really really bored and I'm tired of this kind of lire. Really boringg..
Waaa..I have sth to tell you ..
I want to tell sth and want some advice ..
If you have a friend that have a broken fam,would you tell abt her broken family in front of
her enemy..I think this type of friend is a friend that want to make your friendship ended
It makes me think that is difficult to find best friend ..and she that tell others ppl secret
Is her friend from young..I think if she know,that her friend from small that tell abt her family
She will really angry and upset and I think she will make a revengee..
Ahhh..
And their friendship really really end..only bcs of her mth..
Goshh..how simple is this life..and they make it became so complicateddddd..
I never undersatnd abt others ppl thinking abt their perfect life.
It makes me curioussss..




My best friend decide to move to other sch (stosa1) at high sch.
It makes me sad and started to cry..
I want to move too..
But I think,my mom will not agree..
Huhuhuhu..

Thx for being my best friend ever..I hope you will enjoy your new sch and our friendship never enddddd..
I feel want to cryyy but I have to be strong
She feel happy to move to other sch and I don't want to make her sad..
I have to be strong..

You are my best friend
I will never forget everything abt us...
Love u..muachhh..

See ya!
I feel like I wanna cry..
But I can't..

Bye..
Je

saturday

Hai!=)
It's afternoon now in Indonesia.
Okay!
Well,my friend know that I have a blog and they want me to link them.
But I don't want..
Because it's my private blog.
In this blog,I can tell everythings that burdened me.
Although it's a little strange!
But I love it..I feel happy when I write my activities or secret in this blog
So,I told my friends that they didn't need to link me.

They all say that I'm lucky..but are they know?
That I'm jealous with them..
Yeah! We all know!! That ppl never satisfied,and I'm one of them.
Nobody perfect and so do I.
All ppl say lucky..but I thinks they were luckier than me.
Hehehehe..
:)
Me and my family are planning to eat @duck king this night..
I hope it will realize..
Hehehe..
I need a time to study for my exam..
Soooo
See ya..

Heheheh.
Bye,
Xoxo je

disappointed moment

Haii!!
Hai fellas!
Hai stangersss!!
What's up guys??
Now,I'm omw to home and I was blogging with bb..
Wohooo..
I have already get my raportt!!
I was at rank 3"again". Huh :(
I was at grade 9 and all my rank from grade 7-9 is 3.
Goshhhh..
I feel like I want to crying!
Some peoples think that I'm a little weird..
Guess what?
Cause I was at rank 3 and I feel want to cry.
It's because I was really really study hard this year cause I want to be number one!
Huh :(:(
But what?
I was "again" at 3..
I feel disappointed.
And I want to cry
TT

Wohoo..
Huh..
I am at home now .
So
It's for today blog!!

See yaa!!

-je-

tired

Hey guys?
How do you do?
Right now,I am waiting for my sis and my bro to fetch me from johnson..
This is the most tiring day ever..
I need spa!!
When I read my yesterday blog,I feel weird..
Yeah !idk,but my mood was so bad yesterday,I feel that I have no frends in this world
I have many friends,classmates..but I don't have any best friend..I think..
So,I think this blog will be my private web to tell all my secretssss!!
I was to tired!! To be a listener..
I wnt some refreshing thingss..
I listen to their problems but they didn't listen my problem.
Waaaa...

Okay?
I will go to lunch now!!
So..
See ya!!

love,

  Je

lunch break

Hai..
My mood is back again.
I'm in a little good mood now..
I finished my lunch quickly.
Cause I'm not in a mood gossipping with them (my friends)
Now,I was in my class looking they celebrate my friend's birthday..
Hahahaha..it quite exciting..
Ahhhhh..weird!I feel comfort with them!!
Waaa..the birthday cake is so beautiful..
Happy birthday tiffany (our secretary).
Hope you like the surprise that we make for you,especially for you.
Waaaaa.. It's a beautiful moment.
I like it..
As months went by,I think I like this class..
IX-12 (cin ce su)
Hahahahahahaha..
Now,I'm back normal again to in my good mood.
But,I swear aft I see her and her friends face,my mood will become ruined again.
I am sure of that!!
Arghhh..
Hope that they will skip this class so my mood will normal again..
At 1.30 we will start our bahasa class.and at 3 this class will over

The thought of moving to other school keeps spinning in my head
idk what to do
should i move?
I will decide it later.
Now,it's time to leave.
.

love,

  Je

morning blog

Hai!
I'm in not such a good mood for greetings peopass.
Sorry for that.
I'm in a feels like foll.
I feels that I am going to get a sick.
Now,I am sitting on my chair in my class.
Seeing all my friens eith their other friends were laughing.
And it makes me feel lonely.
Becaue of that,
I read my friends' blog.
Aft reading my friends' blog,
I feel that I'm not one of the pathetic ppl.
I feel like dying now.
Idk,but when my feels like now,I am going to listen to my fav songs.
But now,I don't even have a mood to listen to the musics.
I feels dying,lonely..
Alone..
And now I'm listening to my friend singing.
It makes me wnt to cry now.
But I have to be strong.

And now,it's time to end my blogging.
Cause my teacher was coming into my class now..
See ya!

Je

2010

Hai peopass..
Long time no blogging..
This is my first blog in 2010
Waa...
Happy new year guys!!!
I finish my holiday in tuesday!!
I go to: zhuhai-shenzen-HK-s'pore..
Hihihihi..
It quite exciting..
:D
I went to sch yesterday.
I feel confused,cause so many HW!
OMG!!
Arrghhhh


Love,
Je