the worst time in my life

Hai!
I'm blogging with bb again!
I'm freezing like hell now in my car!

Fellas,do you ever thinks that you are tha one that ruin all your family mood?
If you ask me,I will say yes!
At first,I am abt to attend a SCGS exam.
I prepare everything but when the annoucement abt the ppl that success attend SCGS
I'm not the one in the list!
And when my mom know that she feels sad and disappointed
From that time.my moms mood became up and down
Sometimes she will nice,but sometimes she will feel really" angry!
And that's all because of ME!

Yesterday,I was crying in my bed I feel bad to my sis and my bro
They are the ppl that wasn't guilty but when my moms upset and started to yell,she will
Blame my bro and my sis!
I'm really" sorry!

My mom forced me "again" to attend the government scholarship
I'm not feel to do that!
But,when I see my mom eyes and she really" hope that I can get the scholar
I decided to take a part on this scholar exam!
Ohhh..
Pissed of mannn!!
I feel sad and bcs of I'm not success attend the exam..
My mom don't give me permission to watch the korean series
My mom don't know that I feel free and happy when I watch that seriesssss
Arghhh!
Its time to dinner now
I will cnt tell my story tmr!

Byee..
Love ya all
See yaaa
!

hair day

Hai fellas!
My blog is really DEAD ..no pictures or photos pr whateverr..
Only like a diary that full of words,sentence and paragraphsss.
Now.I am waiting for my turn in salloon..
Wohooo..
I am blogging with my bb again and it means no picutes to updatee..
Because my sister is using my laptop!altough ahe have her own laptop but she say
She want to download sth and want to use my laptoppp..
And now,my laptop was sabotised by her!!
Arghhh!
Okay now I have my creambath session and it's so boring to me..
Cause my mom was busy with her own hairrr..
Goshhh..
And my sis and my bro were going to brastagi yesterdayyy!!
Such a boring day like usual..
If my sis go back to KL I will upload photosss at my bloggg!!
And wish me luck again for my economy exam tmr!!
I have to go noww..

Bye..
Ciao!

Jewe

enjoy your life

Hey fellas
Again ,I'm blogging at sch!
I have extra lesson today and I skip it.*don't tell my mom,okay? Hehe.I was sitting in the canteen with my friendsss and like usual
We start gossiping othersss..such a habit for them.I feel exhausted cause tmr is the first day of my mid exam.
Waaa..really tired and my head gonna explode soon..
Recently,I like to listen to justin bieber's song "one time"
I like his voice and he is so handsomeeeee..
Hahahahahaha..

The war is going to begin..
I will have a math exam tmr ..wish me luck! :D
I still haven't understand all the subjectsss..
Because our exam is to review all in sec1-3 math..
I'm sick of itttttt..
And bored too..everyday do the same subject..
Feel want to flying nowww..

I miss my childhood..when I don't care it is exam tmr or nott..
I do everything I like..don't care abt the score or my rank in class
But I don't know why since I'm in secondary I keep study studyyy..
I lost my teenager life ..I miss it..
I want to replay a time when I was in elementary,I want to enjoy my life
Not a life like this..everyday is a busy day after sch we have to go to tuition.
Goshhh.. I want a new life that I don't have so survive this hars to get a rank.
Just a simple number 1,2,3 but why I pay attention too much in that number..
But life must go on!! Now,I understnd that I study this hard for my future,my parents and myself
When saw my parents' face when I get rank 3 they are so proud of me..I don't want to make them..
Sooo..I will study hard and enjoy my LIFE..
Enjoy your life because you only have one chance to LIFE
ENJOY IT! :D:D
See yaa..wish me luck for my tmr examm..
The war is really begin now..I have to study now

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love,
Je

-crying-

Hai fellas!
I am at sch now!
I finish my sch at 3 but I have extra lesson until 4 but I was thinking to skip the class.
Hehehe..don't tell my mom..and then I will cnt piano lesson from 4 until 5 sth..
I feel really really bored and I'm tired of this kind of lire. Really boringg..
Waaa..I have sth to tell you ..
I want to tell sth and want some advice ..
If you have a friend that have a broken fam,would you tell abt her broken family in front of
her enemy..I think this type of friend is a friend that want to make your friendship ended
It makes me think that is difficult to find best friend ..and she that tell others ppl secret
Is her friend from young..I think if she know,that her friend from small that tell abt her family
She will really angry and upset and I think she will make a revengee..
Ahhh..
And their friendship really really end..only bcs of her mth..
Goshh..how simple is this life..and they make it became so complicateddddd..
I never undersatnd abt others ppl thinking abt their perfect life.
It makes me curioussss..




My best friend decide to move to other sch (stosa1) at high sch.
It makes me sad and started to cry..
I want to move too..
But I think,my mom will not agree..
Huhuhuhu..

Thx for being my best friend ever..I hope you will enjoy your new sch and our friendship never enddddd..
I feel want to cryyy but I have to be strong
She feel happy to move to other sch and I don't want to make her sad..
I have to be strong..

You are my best friend
I will never forget everything abt us...
Love u..muachhh..

See ya!
I feel like I wanna cry..
But I can't..

Bye..
Je